dur.

I am a huge time waster and it's starting to really bother me.

I've been sitting here at the Brew, with a very good amount of sleep under my belt for once, and I still can't write properly. Too scattered! Too unmotivated! Too distracted!

It's strange because the desire and capability to write are there. It's just the mental block. I don't like doing PROJECTS. I don't like FINISHING things. But I need to! I can't just be a writer that scribbles here and there. I need to make a career of this, for one. For another, if I don't then that means no one will ever really read the scribblings-- whether they are big or small, coherent or not. No one will read them unless I get on this.

But. But. But. Mental effing block.