Whenever I feel frustrated or disappointed with life or myself, I get an intense desire to cease to exist. I guess that's why I (and the rest of the depressed people on the planet who are too scared or reasonable to kill themselves) turn to sleep so much.
“The debate was wearing me out. Once you've posed that question, it won't go away. I think many people kill themselves simply to stop the debate about whether they will or they won't. Anything I thought or did was immediately drawn into the debate. Made a stupid remark--why not kill myself? Missed the bus--better put an end to it all. Even the good got in there. I liked that movie--maybe I shouldn't kill myself.”